~Adoi klakar + malu!!!! ~

~oke gelak dulu ea...
hahhahahaa....

the story begins like this....
hari ni kene kerja pagi.. coz boss on leave...
so cam biase pegi kerja dgm mr bubby...

bile dh sampai tu nk kene parking
bile nk parking tu dh budget....
lepas lah x langgar divider tepi tu...
skali X perasan yg belah kiri...

ADOI!!!!
dh terhimpit kete sebelah...
sikit je ruang yg ade...
side mirror to side mirror....
huh!!!!! mmg cuak lah kn....

adjust lah... reverse.... drive... reverse...drive..reverse..drive..
AISH!!! smpai bile nk cm tu...
x lepas2 pon..
skali nmpak de brother yg keje kat dpn kedai tu...
nk x nk mintak tlg sama dia...
AIYORK!!!!! malu nye...

"ahfoo.... tlg leyh x?? i dh slh parking.... xtau cm ner nk adjust.. "
malu2.... adeh....
then turun krete ahfoo take over..
die buat senang je.... reverse skali... pastu trus parking...
cantek je ie parking... smue dgn hanya SKALI buat je...
cmfirm sy masih bru....... hahahaaa....

then ah foo kate lain kali tgk both side...
tgk cermin kiri kanan....
ayork!!!! malu2.. tp ie tau i bru dpt lesen..
tp ttp malu.. adoi!!!!

                                                               picture by google

:: need to learn more... ::
(*_*)

~my journey~

~ seronok tp penat...

6.30 a.m dh bgun siap2 keluar pergi larkin..
naik bus plusliner pergi seremban...
from seremban naik ktm straight to subang jaya...
smpai subang sharp 2.30pm..

hahahaa my interview at 2.30..
zierah dtg amik..
time tu hujan punye lah lebat.. aiyork...
x tau cm ner nk lari...

then zierah suruh tunggu ie dtg amik
wahhh..... zierah dtg dgn payung..
terharunye.... hehe..
kesian zierah basah.. & me pon bsh wpun kitorang berpayung
sbb hujan sgt lebat...

oke then trus g interview.
mse tu de 2 org candidates yg tgah buat test..
oopppssss ade test lah...
grammar and comprehension..
hahahaa dh lme x buat..
nsib oke...

then ie suh msuk nk interview...
punye lah cuak... aish... 
die terangkan working hours
ape benefit... tu je lah kot..
then ie check application form
then nnt ie panggil tuk 2nd interview if dpt...

just try my best to have it...
pas tu g mkn mcD gan zierah...
@ subang parade...
lapar sgt coz dr pg x mkn.. hahaa...

we have ayam goreng mcD...
after that zierah anta i blik kat ktm subang..
then i nek train trus g seremban...
smpai seremban trus naik bus blik jb...

bus @ 8.30 smpai jb at 12a.m..
my father pick me up at Larkin...
dlm bus dpt tido gak lah wpun x nyenyak mana...

that is my journey for monday....
20th december 2010..

thanx to zierah for everything..
haha cm x caye je smlm jmpe zierah n lepak mkn kat mcD subang..

(*_*)

~K.u.s.e.r.u....~

~k.u.s.e.r.u...

kuseru namamu k.e.r.j.a..
bru pg td post entry pasal "k.e.r.j.a.O.H.k.e.r.j.a....
ptg td dpt email utk interview......

gaji yg ditawarkan mmg lah best
location : subang jaya.... ss15
position : global banking & marketing

hah!!
bila sebut je banking of coz lah berkaitan dgn bank
marketing? oke marketing lah kn...

pape pon try pergi...
ade rezeki dpt lah...
insyaallah....
mama izin kan ye....

k.niza kate dpt belajar dr situ...
nida kate sush nk dpt kerja sekarang why not try...
zierah plak cm x percaye coz same area gan die... hehehe...
but my job i don't think that i will work in that area my dear..
hehehhee.....

lets try...

(",)

~ k.E.r.J.a.O.h.K.e.R.j.a ~

~ k.e.r.j.a OH k.e.r.j.a...............

need works...
bkn tak bersyukur dgn kerja yg tersedia...
tp mencari yg lebih baik..
salah ke?

ternyata mencari kerja yg dikehendaki sgt lah sukar...
wahai kerja....
memang tak boleh memilih bila tibe bab kerja ni...
tp mencari sesuatu yg lebih baik tdk salah kn?

hopes will get better job soon...
mama wish me all the best ya...

:: fighting!!! :::

~time study...~

~waaaa.....

tetibe semalam bile tgk buku buku account n notes time dip dlu
rase nk sgt2 study blik...
hahaha...

bile time study dlu...
sibuk lak nk cpt2 hbis blaja....
haish.... skrg ni nk blik blaja...

rindu time wat assignment...
cari notes and buat notes sndiri....
study dgn r.mates....
perah pale otak nk siapkn asgmnt account... tax... audit...
hahahaa...

dlu time study asyik mengeluh je...
bile nk hbis blaja....
dh hbis blaja rindu nk study lak...
aiyork!!!!

paling rindu g overnyte gan gegurls sekalian....
byk sweet memories gan diorang...
makin senior mkin redah smue je....
hehee... rindu lah seyh gan korang smue...
bile nk lepak2 ni?
aish.. skrg smue dh bz....
hah rasekn... time study dlu.. nk tido kul bpe? nk bgun kul bpe...
xde ape nk kisah... jnji pergi class siapkn asgmnt....
laen x pnting....

aiseyh.... rindu lah smue tu...

:: thank you girls for being with me ::

♥♥♥♥♥

~i wish....~

~i wish......

i could PLAY all the laughter we had before.....

PAUSE the memories we ever had together....

STOP all the pain that you and me feel....

FORWARD the happiness that we create together....

eventhough its hard...

but im sure we all could go trough it...

all the LAUGHTER... MEMORIES, PAIN & HAPPINESS that we had make me miss u...

sometimes we never know that what we have is the most precious things ever in our life..

until we lose it... then we'll just realize how much we are in love with them....

eventhough they make u cry... but they are the only one could make u laugh and happy....

and having sweet memories that you can't ever have it with others....

i appreciate the way u treat me & came to my life...

also taught me what life is.....

life.... must go on no matter what happend....

and now all we go through will be a sweet memories...

only a memories that left....

(",)

:: thank you  ♥ ::

~moving forward.....~

~semalam sy drive to no where.....
drive ikut rase hati....
just to have some space...

lepas dpt jwapan sy drive blik...
dan mase tu hanya ade 1 tekad dlm diri....

truskan bekerja...
dan smpai mase nye...
smbung study... ACCA in UITM shah alam is my next target....

insyaallah ade rezeki dpt...
buat mase skrg ni kerja dulu...
kerja kerja kerja....
x de ape nk fikirkan...

im letting everything go..
no!!! im not lettting it go..
but i need to let it go...
hahaha ape ape je lah....

:: que sera sera....
what would be would be..
the future not ours to see... ::

~my friends...~

~im oke...
yes im totally oke mr biscuit when u change..
im ready for ur changes..
after u bg tau i...
she accept ur proposalll......

hehehe so now u r totally 100% in a relationship...
n now u r totally 100% change...
hahahahahaa...

u dh tak text i...
my text pon.... u dh x reply...
if important je baru u reply...
hurmmmm....
call? lg lah... ahhahaa

i dh hilang tmpt i nk berdebat...
x de dh tmpat i nk tanya itu ini....
nape cm tu? nape cm ni??
dh tak de dh org yg nk dgr i bebel ntah ape ape...
hahahaa.a............

sedih???
hp ni dh tak berbunyi.....
senyap je....
kalau ade pon...
musti "nida" or "k.niza" yg text.....
mr P?? i dh pasrah... (hahhahaa ayt x leyh bla..... )

pape pon....
i mmg angap u kawan dr mule kite kenal mr Biskut....
so no heart feelings towards u...
u make me smile... laugh....say anything what i want...
pape je lah i boleh citer gan u...
that is the best part while im with u...

but U CAN'T make me smile. laugh n CRY in the same time....
only mr.P can make me feel that....
till now i still miss and love him....
no one can ever be at his place....

thank you friends...
coz u were there once before....

:: u send me msg said that u r sorry....
trust me... im oke... n u dont have to say sorry at all....
its not ur mistake... neither me....
its just the faith....

i know u change coz u had sumone who loves u so much...
n u love her too... also u promise to her mom...
ya... maybe its not right for us to be close as before...
ahhahaa cm klakar je ayt ni... pape lah...

::: and this entry is totally for u friends..... :::


*gmbr ni di post dgn keizinan mr biskut sendiri oke...*
*thank you for being my friend... *

~pelik..~

~mr P awk pelik sgt...
07 dec 2010..
2:57:37 am..

P    : Gudnite
me  : nyte  P
P    : sblm tido bace doa...
me  : P bace sy amin kan...
P    : Amin.. :)
me  : owh dh ea... Amin.. :)
P    : Tdo tau
me  : Zzzzzzz esk bru tido.. Ngeee.. :)

"P" awk x penah pesan sy cm tu.. awk menakotkan sy...
tp pas tu sy trus leyh tido...

the next day... awk ilang.
msg i send delivered, but when i call u out of sevice...diluar kawasan...
wow... trus sy igt pesan awk suh sy bace doa before tidoo...
trus sy jd takot n panik...

wahhhh trus bnde negatif sy fikir...
time tu sgt risau mne lak awk ilang...
and trus rase kepelikan dgn pesanan tu.... (",)

kul 6 pg bru leyh tido.....
ahhahaa.... pape je lah...
bgun pagi2... pergi stalk page fb awk...
for the 1st time after sy approve awk blik...
cm xde jwpan...

so try to think positive...
doa awk oke n nothing happend to u....

: to Mr P.... take care.... =.=

~adoi serabut...~

~oke de kenal satu mamat ni... "m"
mslh dgn "m" ni ialah...
ie x mau fhm...
sy dh kate kite kwn je...
sy mmg x de feel dgn awk..
"m" ni lg nk tanya byk kali...
fedup lah kan...

dgn mamat ni leh kene high blood preasure...
mane x nye...
dh xplain pon wat2 x fhm..
kalau sy ckp gan ie, tau lak ie nk mrh..
siap ckp lg "ckp skali dgr lah.."

hah!! sendri ckp kat diri sndri dulu lah..
awk fikir lah sendiri nape...
bila sy lembut awk nk maen kasar...
so sy mmg x layan dh lah kan pas tu...

dh explain kan hari tu...
ni tanya lagi....
sy hanya suka awk as a friends sahaja...
suka? ntah lah...
hah ni mmg x jujur..
n cofirm tgh marah.....
sbb SERABUT.......

"m" tlg lah..
lau nk kwn gan sy...
follow the rules as friends...
mmg friends x de rules...
tp agak2 lah kn.....

jgn lah setiap kali msg tanya pasal hati & perasaan...
wow!!! rimas.....
sorry lah babe u nk i jage hati u...
hati i de u jage...
tau u keje.... tp agak2 lah sikit kan....
mse mule2 kenal dlu boleh je smue...
hah skunk ni... 1000 satu alasan bg...
u nk keje ke... smbung blaja ke...
xde kene mengena gan sy....

so please....
BACK OFF!!!!!!

:: go on no matter what happend....

~my bubby... im in love...... ~

~smlm post pasal mr Biscuit and mr P....

hari ni nk citer pasal "my bubby"

"my bubby" sape tu??

ntah lah...

tp sy mmg syg and falling in love gan "my bubby" ni...

sbb pas ni "my bubby" ni je lah akn jd peneman setia sy..

mne sy pergi "my bubby" akn jd peneman setia...

harap2 cm tu lah....

kan "my bubby"...

tp syg nye "my bubby" ni x leyh ckp...

tp ade bunyi je...

ngeng..ngeng..ngeng.... vvvrrrroooommm.....

hehehee....

"my bubby"

pg ni 1st time sy keluar gan "my bubby" sorang2..

1st time gak sy kuar dating gan "my bubby" berdue je...

"my bubby" mse kite kuar berdua td..

huh jntung sy cm nk terkeluar tau...

rase nye heart beat td laju giler..

nervous kuar gan "my bubby"

nnt mlm ni nk dating ag ea....

aish.... "my bubby"  ngeeee....

ooppps lupe mlm ni nk mandi kan "my bubby"

"my bubby" dh lme x mandi kan?

kite pesta air kay mlm ni...

"my bubby" ni pemalu nk amik pic ie...

nnt kite snap pic "my bubby" gah mandi..

hehehehe

loveeee u "my bubby"

~mR...~

~why? what happend?

hurm... think think think.....

when i say im "exhausted"

she told me i need to stop running. coz my brain need a rest...

thank you kasih coz remind me....

but as usual...

bile dh happy... lupe mse sakit..

bile lupe mase sakit mknenye kite leka dan alpa...

dan kini kesakitan tu dtg kembali...

sakit? sakit ke? ntah lah....

mr biscuit...

he came to my life after mr P leave me...

he bring me back my smile.. also happiness yg sy igt sy x akn dpt lg....

tp happiness moment tu tak lama....

when he came out with his latest blog....

smlm mr biscuit tnya sy..

what i feels towards him...

i ckp lah i like him.. ahhaha

jujur sgt... like?

slh ke... not syg or in love....

nape sy rase sedih pas bace his latest blog?

sedih je kan?

bukan rase nk nages cm mase "p" tinggal kn sy dlu...

so mknenya sy mmg tak de feel gan mr biscuit...

maybe he can make me smile and laugh...

pape pon hopes mr biscuit tak akan berubah...

"p" came back to my life....

a few days before i tau that mr. biscuit in a relationship...

pe mksd ni semua...

tak tau... tak da jwpan...

dan x nak amik tau...

"p" came back to my life.....

happy?

sungguh happy....

but ego sy lebih tinggi dr tindakan sy....

semua org de ego...

dan x salah ego tu kan?

tp selalu nya bila "hati" kate jgn

"akal" lebih pantas bertindak....

dan pasti bertentangan dgn kata "hati"

rindu mr "p"?

hurm... ego ego ego ego.....

tinggi kan benteng ego itu mastura!!!!!

jgn pernah cepat mengalah......

hahaha mampu ke?

(",)

to mr biskut :: wish we could be friends forever... sbb sy boleh berdebat dgn awk sesuka hati sy....

                      dan relationship u and her will last forever... like what her mom's want u to promise...
n u dh pun berjanji... laksanakan janji tu ye...

to mr "p"     :: bkn susah utk memahami perempuan... pengalaman yg lepas dijadikan pengajaran....

::: im going to smile as i could smile...
no one should know how my heart feels...
(",)

~rindu...~

~rindu....??
hehehee bab sensitif ni...
rindu my friends time study dlu...

rindu kat ina yg chubby....
rindu kat erin, mkcik yg suke membebel....
rindu kat zety yg x lepas gan hp ie...
rindu kat nida yg suke ketuk pintu bilik tgh mlm...
n dee yg manje... ngeeeeee

errrmmm rindu smue lah...
rindu nk tido lmbt tgk tv pai pg....
rindu nk kacau org study....
rindu nk wat assignment last minute,...
rindu nk study last minute....
rindu nk wat notes...
rindu nk tnye itu ini kat erin gan ina....

rindu nk suh zierah ajar account...
rindu nk suh suha ajar audit....
hahaha.... giler nye subject.....
rindu zety tnye itu ini... mostly pasal paper law n english..
hahhaa igt sy ni power sgt ke cik zety oiiii...
ngeee.... pape pon miss time2 gan korang....

pling rindu gan ina ialah mkn maggi kul 3 pg..
bajet pas tu nk stay up...
tak de nye.. tros tido de lah
hahhaa...

uwaaaaa.... mishh u gurls.....
bile nk lepak cm tu ag...
tak yah nk risau pasal pape...
yg tau study je....
ehhhe....

kan kan kan...?
n all those things jd sweet memories to us...
loveee u gurls...
mish u all so much...

XOXOXO....

~gmbr konvo...~

~gmbar time konvo....
dah dpt...
almk cm klakar je picture tu...
rase nak gelak tengok pon ade gak..
bukan rase nk gelak..
dh gelak dh pon....

by the way..
cam tak percaya je dh grad...
itulah hasil penat lelah 3 tahun...
dalam jurusan accounting...

hhehee
pape pon thank you to the camera man...
coz capture the sweet moment in my life...
hahaha pandai kolej cari photographer ni..

semua skali de 3 snap...
mase pegang scroll, mase amik n mase jalan...
yg x best nye pic time jalan tu tak cantek...
hahaha mate sy tengah pejam dan muke nampak putih sgt...
aiyork....

hahhaa n pic yg kat bwh ni adelah snap yg kedua...
rase nye paling perfect kot...
P.U.R.P.L.E.....

::: keep on going....

~nasi goreng kambing~

~im craving to eat nasi goreng kambing...
dr ritu ag....
hahahaa.....
ritu ayh outstation..so lupe nk bg tau..

tp teringin sgt nk mkn nasi goreng kambing
location : pelangi area giant de bgunan maybank kat situ..
nasi goreng ie mmg best... pedas + tulang tu de sum sum ag..
leyh sedut gune straw ag...
yum yum yum....
dh lme x mkn...
pergghhh if dpt ni mau hbis sepinggan....

nasi ie mmg byk...
lau mkn kat situ mmg x pnh hbis....
share gan mama....

anybody nk bwk sy g mkn nasi goreng kambeng?
x kisah lah kat mna pon....
yg penting nasi goreng kambing...
dpt yg sdp cm kat plangi tu..
hhurmmmm mmg terbaek lah...

=.=

~kuasa Allah...~

~hari ini kite gelak...
hari ni kite bercakap...
hari ni kite ketawa...
hari ni kite boleh mrh dgn lantang...
hari ni kite boleh berkata kata..
hari ni kite masih bersuara....

hari ni kite masih bebas berbafas melalui hidung  dan mulut
secara normal...
hari ni kite masih mampu menyedut oksigen dgn bebas..
hari ni kite masih mampu dgn sendiri nya melepaskan CO2....

pe kite rase, bila suatu pg kite bgun tido
tp semua tu kite tak boleh lakukan?

segala yang diberikan telah direntap...
nikmat nye satu persatu...
sedar atau tidak segalanya milik Allah..
kite diberi pinjam hanya sementara...

seorang kenalan...
kini tidak mmpu berkata2
setelah doktor mengesahkn...
cancer tekak...

ya allah....
besar dan hebat dugaan mu...

punca throat cancer :
1) cigar smoking...
2) alcohol..

the best way to reduce the risk of having throat cancer is:
1) minimize or avoid smoking
2) also reduce taking alcohol...

*so to smokers please be aware of ur health...
n to others, need to take precaution...
doesn't mean we did not smoke and drink our health are much better..
need to take good care of our health....
drink alot of plain water.. eat vegetables and fruits..

*cm doktor lah plak...
pape pun kne amik iktibar dr pe yg berlaku...

~semalam...~

~orait semalam cuti...
busan sgt coz mcm2 plan satu pon x leyh nk buat...
hujan pai petang smpai mlm.....

nk update blog internet punye lah lem...
last2 mls nk tunggu tutup lappy n zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....
terbaek lah....

oke pe yg dibuat smlm?
hahaha bgun pg then mkn then tido blik..
mmg best coz dh lme x buat cm tu..

pas tu adik blik class ajk g mkn lagi...
mmg terbaik lah...
nasi lemak telur + milo ais tabur...
pergh dh lme x minum...
to my brother faiz maceh ea tmn k.long driving...
im in love with my mouse deer....
XXX 3868....

pas blik mkn tu...
tlg mama kemas umah..
pas tu mama kate ie nk mkn nasi goreng..
fhm2 je lah lau mama dh ckp cm tu...
pe ag... guna lah segala kepakaran yg ade...
N.goreng SeaFood!!!
lalalalaa udang de... sotong de... n mushroom...
oooppppssss sorry mama sy terlupa mama tak suka itu cendawan...
maaf ye... ngeee....

oke pas tu tgk korean movie...
citer "personal taste"
hahahaah klakar citer nie..
bru pai episode 6...
pas tu zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....
ngeeee hujan + sejuk tido lah jwb nye...

oke then bgun tido dh ptgkat kul 3 lbih kot ...

dh lme x wat cm tu...

bgun2 g mkn... lapar....

pas mkn tgk tv.....

ptg tu igt nk keluar drive...

skali hujan punya lah lebat...

so mmg x berani lah nk keluar...

smbung tgk tv blik...

tros tetido dpn tv...  bile bgun tgk jam dh pukul 7.45...

mmg best lah coz xde org ganggu tido...

sejuk2 lak tu..

aish...

mlm pon same tak pergi mane...

tgk CUBE dgn mama....

topik ie mmg best smlm...

its about career & job...

talk show yg mmbuka minda....

pas tu ayh blik belikan gula2 m&m's...

hahhaha dh lme x mkn....

ayh mmg best.... blik beli kan chocolate..

tak pon ice cream magnum tu..

tak pon ie belikan pape lah yg sy suka mkn...

cm dak kecik dh...

tnya ayh nape beli m&m's ni..

ayh kate td mse drive mengantok..

beli 2 packet.. 1 utk sy sbb sy suka mkn chocolate..

hahhahaa syg ayh!!!!!

 

oke pas tu msuk bilik continue tgk citer korea tu..

so conclussion nye.. semalam cuti tak pergi mane mane pon...

mkn tido.. tgk tv & movie....

bnde yg dh lme x buat...

so sgt best....

if dh selalu buat x kn dpt rase nikmat tu...

sbb dh lme x buat so sgt best....

hehehehe..... 



~ice cream....~

~oke my mood now...
teringin nk nk mkn ice cream mcD....
sundae chocolate please....

sape nk blanje sy mkn ice cream...
tetibe teringin nk ice cream...

byang kn chocolate yg melt tu...
nyum nyum nyum,......
ice cream yg soft tu...
owh no!!!!!
cpt lah hbis kerja...
sy nk ice cream...!!!!

: sedap nye..... (",)

~you are my past but not a mistake..~

U r my past but not a mistake..
feel great to have u once..
even the 3 years we have it together like nothing to u...
but im facing it...

but now im focusing on my life...
that make me more stronger not to think about u..
even sumtime i miss u but i will try harder to avoid that feels.

like now... im writing about u..
comfirm lah tgh fikir pasal u..
one thing i x fhm..
pas kite break de lah few of ur fwen add i..
sgt x fhmm....

sorry to those ur fwen yg add tu..
i x tau nk approve or x...
smpai skrg de yg pending...

sy dgn awk??
mungkin x de persefahaman
mungkin itu takdirnnya....
mungkin bukan sekarang...
mungkin nanti....?
hanya DIA yg maha mengetahui...

sy jumpe seseorang
tp berkawan..
sebab sy rasa berkawan adalah yg terbaik

to MR. Biscuit...
sy doakan u got what u want...
rindu 1st love awk ea.. nnt post kat wall awk byk2 ye
thank you for chill me up....
keep on make me smile n be my enjoyable friends..
suke nk berdebat... nnt kite tukar2 idea lg kay... (",)

: smile with my friends.....
this is me, n never change to have sumthing...
and always be me... (",)

~WOW ends.... ~

wow!!!!
alhamdulillah.... akhirnya!!!
sy telah berjaya memiliki lesen kereta yg sah...
heheheh..

best2.. pas nie leyh drive..
kreta sy yg chumel tu dh boleh sy drive..
woo x sabar rasanya...

mase JPJ tu kate "oke awk lulus"
rase nk menjerit je kate "yes" kuat2...
tp x jd sbb malu ramai org kat situ..
cume ckp "hah? sy lulus?"
hahaha soalan bodoh bg kat JPJ tu...

pape pon semuanya dh selesai..
jd pas ni dh boleh fokus pada next mission..
tp x tau cm ner nk mulakan...
pape pon nk kne bincang dgn partner...

and to me...
COngratulations!!!!!
hehehe....

=.=

: ngeng ngeng ngeng ngeng...... vvvrrrrrooommmm....