~mR...~

~why? what happend?

hurm... think think think.....

when i say im "exhausted"

she told me i need to stop running. coz my brain need a rest...

thank you kasih coz remind me....

but as usual...

bile dh happy... lupe mse sakit..

bile lupe mase sakit mknenye kite leka dan alpa...

dan kini kesakitan tu dtg kembali...

sakit? sakit ke? ntah lah....

mr biscuit...

he came to my life after mr P leave me...

he bring me back my smile.. also happiness yg sy igt sy x akn dpt lg....

tp happiness moment tu tak lama....

when he came out with his latest blog....

smlm mr biscuit tnya sy..

what i feels towards him...

i ckp lah i like him.. ahhaha

jujur sgt... like?

slh ke... not syg or in love....

nape sy rase sedih pas bace his latest blog?

sedih je kan?

bukan rase nk nages cm mase "p" tinggal kn sy dlu...

so mknenya sy mmg tak de feel gan mr biscuit...

maybe he can make me smile and laugh...

pape pon hopes mr biscuit tak akan berubah...

"p" came back to my life....

a few days before i tau that mr. biscuit in a relationship...

pe mksd ni semua...

tak tau... tak da jwpan...

dan x nak amik tau...

"p" came back to my life.....

happy?

sungguh happy....

but ego sy lebih tinggi dr tindakan sy....

semua org de ego...

dan x salah ego tu kan?

tp selalu nya bila "hati" kate jgn

"akal" lebih pantas bertindak....

dan pasti bertentangan dgn kata "hati"

rindu mr "p"?

hurm... ego ego ego ego.....

tinggi kan benteng ego itu mastura!!!!!

jgn pernah cepat mengalah......

hahaha mampu ke?

(",)

to mr biskut :: wish we could be friends forever... sbb sy boleh berdebat dgn awk sesuka hati sy....

                      dan relationship u and her will last forever... like what her mom's want u to promise...
n u dh pun berjanji... laksanakan janji tu ye...

to mr "p"     :: bkn susah utk memahami perempuan... pengalaman yg lepas dijadikan pengajaran....

::: im going to smile as i could smile...
no one should know how my heart feels...
(",)