~silence~

my silence doesn't mean im giving up
but my silence is for me to find the answer..
im not supposed to tell you what i feel towards you
its not im lying..
NO!!! im not lying when i say i'll be there when u were hurt n sad"
im not lying... when i say "i'll wait"
no i never lie on my words spoken...

but i think im to rush..
or too much i guess..
ur silence make me sick..
i faced it once before..
and i don't want to faced it again...

i wish u could be my friends
my enjoyable friends..
but i guess i put too much expectation on u...

trying my best to make a new and good relationship..
coz just like to start a new life
having a new friends that can cheer me up..
now? i don't know..

its not a mistake to know u..
its a wonderful things i ever thought...
coz u make me smile without any regrets and thinking of my past
thats make me likes u..

even u cm "biskut"
jup ade jup xde...
sometimes i cm pelik coz miss u when u missing..
hahahaaha...
funny right??

: biscuits!!!!
if u read this... just pretend nothings had happend before...
its just what i feel...
my friends, when u smile im happy... :)